Do you think it will excite me when someone walks in? Will I be able to fantasize about that moment forever? (age 16) I've starting keeping my door slightly ajar in hopes that someone will walk in. I have never heard about anyone fantasizing about the time their mom or sister walked in on them masturbating.
It will probably not be exciting or something to fantasize about, but it will be something that will have an impact and that you will remember for decades. I know this because I frequently hear from people who write me that they still haven't gotten over being caught 30 or 40 years ago. Instead of trying to bring about what will probably not live up to what you're expecting, why don't you show respect for your family members and keep your door closed and preferably locked.
On Christmas morning, I was masturbating in bed when one of my cousins, who is 13, barged into my room without knocking. I don't know what to say to her or anyone else.
